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~Charlemaine:iconCharlemaine:

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Neurotic Supernova

Journal Entry: Mon May 12, 2008, 11:16 PM
I feel inferior & hopeless & whacked out. I feel like everytime there's hope it is pulled from my grasp. Everytime there's a spark it is relinquished before I can turn it into a flame.

I Am Dissatisfied With Everything In My Life Even Though Nothing Is Missing. My moods swing like Poe's Pendulum from happily obsessed to dangerously depressed. Some days my existence feels like a senseless rainbow with the colours running everywhere, never in the right place. And sometimes there are no colours at all. Only a blur of exhaustion from chasing something I can't put my finger on.

Why? I do not know. It's like attending a seminar on How To Be Better, More Brilliant & More Happening and missing out on the great freebies that everyone else seems to have.

Not, of course, that you're the only one left out. It just feels that way.

  • Mood: Bitter
  • Listening to: Sweeney Todd soundtrack
  • Reading: Sex, Drugs and Sausage Rolls - Robert Rankin

Devious Information

  • Current Age: I was born on Nov 1986, u do the math
  • Current Residence: Selangor, Malaysia
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Probably S. XS since I'm kind of short
  • Interests: Devouring books, writing poetry, the supernatural, fashion, the dark-ish side of things
  • Favourite movie: Nightmare Before Christmas, Phantom of the Opera (2004), Grease, Evita, V for Vendetta
  • Favourite band or musician: My Chemical Romance, Muse, Evanescence, White Stripes, Rolling Stones
  • Favourite genre of music: ROCK + smatterings of randomness - soundtracks, 80's pop, etc
  • Favourite artist: salvador dali, mary grandpre, tim burton, vivienne westwood, toulouse lautrec
  • Favourite poet or writer: Anne Rice, Stephen King, JK Rowling, Robin Hobb, Terry Pratchett...and counting
  • Favourite style or digital art: Semi-finished, expressive, vivid, with a distinct style
  • Operating System: Grew up with a PC but I'm a Mac convert
  • MP3 player of choice: iTunes + those songs in my head when I get schizo
  • Wallpaper of choice: current: the Joker & Harley Quinn in a sexy embrace
  • Favourite game: Neverwinter Nights, Sim Park, Sims 2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Jack Skellington, the cast of 'Emperor's New Groove', Puss in Boots from Shrek, Lisa
  • Personal Quote: Do Not wish me a good morning. Good for You, maybe.
  • Tools of the Trade: Imagination, Wit, Passion & Music

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~radiosaturday:iconradiosaturday: May 11, 2008, 7:20:58 AM
Your art rocks. Sorry, that's terribly helpful... But it's TRUE, damn it!

(I'm Radio Saturday over on INO, too, incidentally, so I'm not completely random. :P)

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Who is that on the other side of you?
*Emma-Jen:iconEmma-Jen: Mar 31, 2008, 5:59:46 PM
THIS IS A HUG CERTIFICATE ! !

Send one to all your friends who you think deserve a hug (which, hopefully includes the person who sent it to you)!!

You might send it to your enemies as well!
It'll really make them stop and think!!!

If you don't receive this back, nobody likes you, and they wish you'd stop bugging them!

If you receive this back 1 time, open up! Find more friends, enemies, or enemies pretending to be friends

If you receive this back 2 times, you're off to a good start! (Unless you sent it to yourself! That's cheating!)

If you receive this back 3 times, you're a good friend.

If you receive this back 4 times, you're truly loved as a friend!!

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YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED!

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away

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JeSuS FrEaKs RaWk!!! :horns:
You Wear Your xXx and I'll Wear Mine

did you come to stare or wash away the blood?

*~ ik hou van jou, Frankie ~*
~ziggurini:iconziggurini: Mar 13, 2008, 12:45:47 AM
thanks for the fav
~Charlemaine:iconCharlemaine: Mar 4, 2008, 12:34:01 AM
just only saw this comment. i'm OK

what are u up to right now?

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Wake up, Johanna
Another bright red day
We learn, Johanna
to say Goodbye

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www.i'mnotokay.net [link]
~Charlemaine:iconCharlemaine: Mar 4, 2008, 12:32:42 AM
wow thanks for the complimt!!

hmm will check it out. thank u so much for sharing

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Wake up, Johanna
Another bright red day
We learn, Johanna
to say Goodbye

^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
-proud member of-
www.i'mnotokay.net [link]
!jessicamadison:iconjessicamadison: Mar 1, 2008, 5:17:38 AM
Wow! You really are a brilliant poet, aren't you?

Why don't you join the poetry contest from [link] ?


It's free and every nitwit such as myself who enters gets a small gift

but someone like you might win one of their $10 000 or $100 000 prizes.
~faizan:iconfaizan: Feb 24, 2008, 6:31:43 AM
auntie how is your advertising work going on?
*Emma-Jen:iconEmma-Jen: Feb 20, 2008, 12:54:13 AM
thanks for the add, darling! :heart:

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JeSuS FrEaKs RaWk!!! :horns:
You Wear Your xXx and I'll Wear Mine

mah klubz:

~MCR-Fan-Club101 ~lefties ~mcr-fan-club ~x-Gerard-Way-Fans-x ~MCRdeviantClub :iconMyChemlovers: this dude... has AMAZING hair...[link]
~ClaMzero:iconClaMzero: Feb 18, 2008, 7:09:51 AM
Thank you very much! Your gallery is very nice!
~Syani:iconSyani: Jan 22, 2008, 7:05:59 AM
Yo, fellow country mate! XD Give me a few minutes before I reply again to comment your gallery. ^_^ (dives into Charlemaine's gallery)

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"Using my power to take over the universe? That is far too expectable, my questionable little freak. Where do you think I come from? Disney?" ~Arashi [Chikara]
~lukavi:iconlukavi: Jan 4, 2008, 1:04:09 AM
Hope you are well! Happy New Year!

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In all of us there is a lawless side like
a wild beast, that peers out during sleep.
~faizan:iconfaizan: Dec 15, 2007, 11:19:28 PM

16th of december
Graduation day today

CONGRATULATIONS

:ahoy:
=jerryhazard:iconjerryhazard: Oct 24, 2007, 7:43:54 PM
You have the keenest ID I've seen I deviantart - :thumbsup: ... and thanks for stopping by.. when I can settle my mind, I promise I'll stop in for a good read... :peace:

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"In a nation run by swine, all pigs are upward-mobile and the rest of us are fucked until we can put our acts together: Not necessarily to Win, but mainly to keep from Losing Completely" ~ Hunter S.
=MaliciousMisery:iconMaliciousMisery: Oct 23, 2007, 6:22:45 AM
Thanks for the fav ;3

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Maliciousmisery's Crimes include Graffitiiing on cats and over-loving rats :heart:.
Immaturity is the fountain of youth~! 8D

I don't do requests for now.
I do Commissions though :D [link]
~WindieDragon:iconWindieDragon: Oct 21, 2007, 9:46:49 PM
hello random deviant! :wave:

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As I was sitting in my chair, I knew the bottom wasn't there. No legs or back, but I just sat. Ignoring little things like that. :wow:

I make FREE Pokemon DA avatars, please read this to request: [link]
~LoveHayt:iconLoveHayt: Aug 15, 2007, 4:01:12 PM
Thanks for the fave mate :}

I'll think about what you said.

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My heart beats. <3
~InatheKill:iconInatheKill: Jul 25, 2007, 1:49:03 PM
hey! thanks for the fav!
~deru-san:iconderu-san: Jul 2, 2007, 2:15:25 AM Mood: Joy
thanks for the fave! :D
~Charlemaine:iconCharlemaine: Jun 4, 2007, 8:22:13 PM
Termites attack laser discs? weeeiird.....

i tot they only went for wood, books and organic, chewable things

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Wake up, Johanna
Another bright red day
We learn, Johanna
to say Goodbye

^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
-proud member of-
www.i'mnotokay.net [link]
~Dobb:iconDobb: Jun 4, 2007, 6:15:19 AM
That's what makes Grease so memorable and fun. My dad used to have this big ol' LCD of Grease but the disc was very much damaged by termite attacks.

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"I fart in your general direction,your mother was a hamster and your father smelled like elderberries!"-Frenchman from Monty Python:The Quest For The Holy Grail
~gudegnaw:icongudegnaw: May 29, 2007, 4:38:01 AM
hello there CH, thanks for the fav

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Yesterday I ride a boat to cross today's bridge and reach tomorrow where I'll turn to back and see how yesterday was doing.
*Grincha:iconGrincha: May 25, 2007, 1:07:30 PM
Hi there! Thank you very very VEEERYYY much for adding me to your friends list! :D :hug:

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"Insanity is never that far away...
It's as close as saying yes to the wrong impulse"
Jim Carrey
~Charlemaine:iconCharlemaine: May 23, 2007, 8:47:57 PM Mood: Love
I love the ending part of Summer Nights when Sandy & Danny harmonise on that last long note. and of course the fun be-boppity chorus backing of 'tell me more, tell me more' with that whole guys/girls thing. Sweeeeeet.

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Wake up, Johanna
Another bright red day
We learn, Johanna
to say Goodbye

^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
-proud member of-
www.i'mnotokay.net [link]